Wednesday, May 21, 2008
i seriously duno wad to do now. both my mind and heart are telling me different things. so what shd i follow in this case? Usually my parents will stand at whr my mind tells me to but this time it's different. shd I go with my heart or shd I just trust my brain? I mean the last time i followed my heart I really found myself in a happier place but now?! i seriously duno... how?!?!?!
Anyways, just now went watch movie with Sherry. What happens in Vegas. It was pretty nice although I wouldn't recommend you spend like $8.50 to go watch it. Some parts I was touched esp the part when Cameron Diaz said that she would rather do nothing and be happy than do things and be unhappy. This is like almost the rule that I live by but then can I? im such a freaking slacker that I really hate myself. im just worried that I cannot do well in exams. I gotta do well given the stakes that I have put down. im v v freaking worried!! help me someone. My life is like more complicated with this another matter. it's pretty much settled but it's still like hanging thr duno wad to do. This matter I have absolutely no say in it which makes it worse. Someone else has to dictate or initiate it and not me cux im so not that kind of initiative person. ergh! can someone help me knock that person to wake up? hahas.... duno wad to say except for I gotta pray hard hard that everything goes well.
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